tears drop

I'm sorry coz being cruel toward you. I'm hurting you and myself as well. Billions sorry.

dear, I tak berniat nak mesej die for that reason. Citer I ngan die da lame. I da tade perasaan pon kat die. I mesej die b4 I kate I nak tido. when u called me last night, I memang dah tertido pon n that time die lak reply. I gave him a message coz I nak tanye his opinion about our problem. cane nak settle n u, cane nak wat u trust me, cane amek ati u balek n fyi, I msj bukan pasal I LONELY. fullstop! not at all. I asked opinions from that guy so I know what should I do next. That's all. no other heart feelings. but I messed up everything n I should have known yang u marah. emm memang slh I. I'm not supposed to tell u about that. I'm sorry coz being too honest.

p/s: for everything that I've done and I know It was wrong to you, I'm sorry =(

*I tak sanggup nak mesej u sebab I takot kite gadoh. Just give me a break for a while. I'm calming myself n I think this is the time for me to change..to be better of coarse.