Abnormality.

What's the meaning of normal ? Is it about all that happened to me will happen to you ? or everything's that I had u will have it too ? normal . the same meaning as ordinary and natural. same as others, nothing special, nothing's different. The question is am I a normal person ? having problems each day, confused with myself, never think twice, never satisfied with things I had, never think of others' feeling. What about being abnormal person ? am I going through the same terrible feelings as now? or my day could be better? If so, I was willing to be the abnormal.

I'm a lit girl who is always thinking. thinking about her future, her life, people around her, people who is far away from her. She will never stop thinking. Cause she's the one who makes mistakes, ruins things, hesitates to grab oppourtunities, doesn't know where she stands when its time to make decisions and is scared to make changes. but she's also the one who learns from her mistakes, tries to fix things, seeks oppourtunities, wants to be independent and is surrounded by change.

I hate being alone because once I'm alone I start to think, and once I start thinking I realize that I'm unhappy with the situation . .