pain

I can smile

but it doesn't mean the pains not there

I can laugh but

it doesn't mean I'm not crying inside

I can be quite

but that doesn't mean I'm not screaming and shouting inside

I can be strong

always seem like everything's okay

but that doesn't mean I don't want to collapse and fall

I have hope

but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking about giving up

Stupid people doing the stupid things.

That's me.