a letter to mom.

mom said, kalau nak berkawan tu kene tengok dulu die baek ke tak. nanti terpengaruh oleh rakan sebaya. well, mommy that's true. bile kite susah, kite bole tau sape yang akan ada disamping kite tak kire betapa susahnye keadaan dia nak tolong kite mase tu. well, I've learnt this before. as usual la, my bff Aryzah Qamalia is always there for me. mom, I wanna tell u this person is the best best friend ever for ur daughter. and I LOVE HER so much, mom. :)

Mom, am I a bad girl ? lately I got so many problems. everything became up side down. maybe some people think I'm a girl who always talk sarcastic-ly . yeah, thanks fer that thought. Mom, I'm not blaming them. You said that each things happened for a reason, right mom? that's what happened to me. I did that, says loudly and doing things which make people hates me. but deep in my heart I'm hurting, mom. coz ur daughter won't do that if people don't start it first. yeah, u're true . typical-type people always like that.

mom, I wanna tell u that I have a secret group on FB. they called themself as B I N G. it's not for bad things but they treat me really nice and I felt like we're a another big family. . they cares about me, they shared all things together, gathering and doing all fun things together. like trips though I'm not there with them. but now mom . .they're facing a big problem. I don't wanna say anything because i'm not into that problem, I guess. just give some advise if they need it's enough for me. . but few days back, some of them had some misunderstand-thinggy which I myself don't know what was happened. but it's a bit confusing because I do love them and I don't wanna them be separated. .

mom, what should I do for make things come back to normal?..

mom, what should I do when I know a person whom I love backstabbing me?..

mom, what should I do if people hates me?..

I know u won't read this , mom. I just wanna tell u this way because MOM is always comforting me whenever I sad. THANKS , MOM. ILOVEYOU.