i want to keep silent

Tik tok tik tok. time running fast.

our relationship pon da nak cecah 2 tahun, syg.

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i thought i already know u. but seems like I don't. at all.

yeah, our first met on the day we went to an event. i almost forgot.

the only man i saw pretty cool to me, it was you.

i want to say hye. but i'm too scared.

God heard what I say n He let us met again on the 2nd event. i almost forgot.

u with ur friends join a trip to somewhere. i really wish i was there.

accompany u. but i can't.

God heart what I say and He let me know u until now.

Thank God U still here, in my heart.

but nowadays. we always fight on the same reason.

fight alot. i hurt. n i know i'm hurting u too.

i almost forgot what kind of person u were back then.

but now i know u still wanna be the person on the first met.

i thought that person was changed.

i thought the man that i love today was totally change.

i made a huge mistake i think.

today i woke up , the last word I remember is

'he lost the old him, he lost himself'

hurm I'm sorry for that. coz I thought he was happy for that.

so I think all this time I lived with a person whom I don't even know.

i think I should let him be the way he wanna be.

syg, just go. do whatever u want. I'm sorry.

I don't have the right to control ur life. live happily k. bye :)

I missing you.