turtle without the water

day by day we still like this. no talks. no night calls. only fights.

I laugh and I cry. Sometimes I do both and I don't know why.

I can be hurt so easily deep inside.

but I always have to show it on the outside.

I don't know what's getting to us this time.

Fighting a lot more than before.

I really wish I could believe that what your saying's true,

But I just never have trusted you.

As I am sitting here trying to understand.

But I don't found anything.

My heart is filling up with deep pain.

Please don't you go hurting me again.

I am an emotional kind of girl. I don't think I can win in this fight.

It's so dark and I cant see the light. I can see the end of us.

Here you go again, trying to change.

I don't want you to, coz It only feels strange.

Love is always being together. but MAYBE not to US.

HURTS ME. HATE ME.

ILOVEYOU.